[.....WT always presents an idealized Uber JW in all its writings as the gold standard, the perfect forgiven declared righteous completely anal, has no life of his own, does nothing but go out in field service and sleeps [usually in his cheaply purchased 4 door car so he can transport other JWs, car]... if he works, its part time, so he can gain money to pay for his gas and food so he can not be a burden on others in his field service group...but he preaches to all his co workers so that he never misses an opportunity to count time. He never watches R rated movies and does not even own a TV set.... he never goes to any parties unless they are watchtower study parties...etc.
of course all JWs feel sadly and grossly inadequate by comparison to uber JW and that is as it is meant to be]....Zen Nudist post.I was this idealized dub for 33 years.I gave up EVERYTHING! All it got me was a world of hurtfulness,cause they just got jealous.
What a waste! Undaunted Danny